we spend too much time focusing
weeping, blaming our bad days and moments
forgetting that that is only the half that completes the other half
the happiness, the smiles and love
we tend to see only the darkest moments
pushing away the happy ones
to end up only believing that our life is a hallow of sadness
but to every half is another,
and to every bad 24 hours
there is another 24 that is only a good reflection of the sorrow
( We need to forget that our life is all unfortunate times, we should remember the good ones as well. The melancholy is indeed the queen of all emotions)
[ I am 20
I live alone, I am strong
I take good care of myself
But I still need to cry between my mother’s arms.
In 9 months,
I will be 21, I could go to Vegas
and spend all my money there
But I still would go back home one day
and cry between my mother’s arms ]
I am 20 and I still wet my pillow with tears at night, alone with no one to hug, wake up the next day, wash my face and repeat how stupid I am while trying to hide my puffy eyes with makeup, tie my hair up, grab my bag and leave the house.
[ The fatality about getting bullied
is that the bullied are afraid to tell their parents
because their parents will only think that
it is only natural
‘ you will grow out of it ‘, ‘ it’s normal ‘, ‘ well fight back will ya? ‘
I fought back, but only with myself. They fought me, and thus destroyed the little tiny ball of heart I had growing inside of me, the ball I like to call self esteem and self appreciation.
It was growing, and when you kill that small thing
it can never grow back… ]
Stop bullying. Talk to your kids or little brothers and sisters, see what is wrong, why do they refuse to go out, why do they refuse to go to school, why do they refuse to sit with you!
Act! Do something! Speak to the principle, call the bullies parents, stop it before it spreads like cancer inside your child’s heart and snatches the little growing thing inside of them
It only takes a word to kill a soul
Imagine you finally decided on trying Tennis, playing chess or giving the swimming pool a try. You did it, and the next thing you know, you happen to have a natural talent for that activity, and you turn out to be the next world champion.
What if we have that talent in us, we just never let it out, because we never gave ourselves a try
If you want to try out something, go for it, do it, you never know what it can give you back